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I walk alone on hollow streets,
Shoulders heavy with burden,
Eyes forever at my feet,
Breath smelling of bourbon,
A wanderlust has taken over,
A feeling I can't explain,
How could I ever tell you of,
The plague inside my brain,
My heart no longer beats,
But pumps like a machine,
The mind is just a circuit board,
That no longer has the means,
To keep up with the daily tasks,
And taxation of my soul,
That ever dwindling energy source,
Which never has been whole,
The world is all I want for you,
A better dwelling for you to live,
A place that I just don't belong,
A life that I can't live,
Every time I'm comfortable,
I suddenly feel alone,
As I lay down to sleep at night,
I still don't feel at home,
There's a part of me that's lost,
Amongst the sands of time,
Until I get it back again,
It's to dangerous to be mine,
Forever I've been searching,
And never truly found,
A way to put the peg that's square,
Into a hole that's round,
I hope you'll understand in time,
Because I cannot begin to tell,
The story of my destiny in this perpetual hell,
I look to you and I say run as you often said,
Because once I start I can't stop,
I'm bound for you to dread,
I'll only bring you sadness from this fated day,
So with all sincerity please,
Just get away!